Signposts
to Joy
Jeff Lampl
One of my favorite passages in the entire Bible is. . . .
“All these people were still living by faith when they died.
They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them
from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on
earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a
country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had
left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were
longing for a better country--a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to
be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them.” Hebrews
11:13-16 (NIV)
Have you ever
noticed a feeling within you that you aren’t quite at home yet? Have you ever felt that there must be
“something more?”
Christianity
tells us that we are citizens of Heaven and that in this world we are ex-pats,
displaced persons, people who know we are made for a “home” that we’ve never
been to, but which deep down inside we know must exist. When we recognize this we are on the path to
joy. When we refuse to acknowledge this
we harden ourselves to reality, to the hope of ever finding our true home. As always, C.S. Lewis puts it best
Creatures are not born with
desires unless satisfaction for those desires exists. A baby feels hunger:
well, there is such a thing as food. A duckling wants to swim: well, there is
such a thing as water. Men feel sexual desire: well, there is such a thing as
sex. If I find in myself a desire which no experience in this world can
satisfy, the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world. If
none of my earthly pleasures satisfy it, that does not prove that the universe
is a fraud. Probably earthly pleasures were never meant to satisfy it, but only
to arouse it, to suggest the real thing.
If you and I are really paying attention
we will also recognize that there is something in us that continually and
relentlessly seeks to substitute something of this world for the real thing. If we are made for heaven, that desire is
already in us and it will even appear to us as a rival to heaven. Any this-worldy good on which we fix our
hopes, dreams, attentions and desires will always be something other than the
real thing. In some sense it will
always be a fraud or at best a symbolic representation of what we really seek.
But, this is good news! It seems to me that when one experiences an
improper desire for an object, or even for a another person, that is simply a signpost, a pointer, an
awakening to the reality that a proper fulfillment of that desire actually
exists.
Personally, I fully identify with
those who refer to this kind of yet unfulfilled longing as joy. In this way of thinking joy is the piercing
stab of longing that knows that yearning will one day meet its fulfillment,
indeed its Creator.
Thinking of it this way, would
you ever want to lose your desire for something, your un- or never fully
requited loves, your unfulfilled yearnings, and with them all the signposts
that point to the future state of experiencing everything your heart ever truly
yearned for?
However, as it is written: "No eye
has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived
what God has prepared for those who love him"
what God has prepared for those who love him"
1 Corinthians 2:9 (NIV)
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